What the hell?

Thursday, August 25, 2005

On Cindy Sheehan

This brought tears to my eyes when I read it.

http://www.dailykos.com/storyonly/2005/8/25/6930/43671

This was written by grieving mother Cindy Sheehan, who has helped wake up an entire nation and touched off an anti-war movement with her vigil outside George W. Bush's ranch in Crawford, Texas. I read a lot of news in my job, and I've read a lot of negative things about Cindy Sheehan. Right-wingers have called her every name in the book, she's even touched off a counter-protest movement called "Move America Forward" or something like that.

Many have accused her of being self-serving, opportunistic, crazy and dishonest. Right-wing windbag Rush Limbaugh had this to say: "Her story is nothing more than forged documents. There's nothing about it that's real, including the mainstream media's glomming on to it. It's not real." And then there's another illustrious right-wing windbag, Bill O'Reilly: "Cindy Sheehan has become a political player whose primary concern is embarrassing the President."

In my mind, the opinions of a prescription drug abuser (Limbaugh) and a sexual harasser (O'Reilly) have no relevance to this issue. Neither do the opinons of radical left-wingers and anarchists who have seized on Sheehan's protest to serve their own political agendas. This is about a mother who has experienced a profound loss and her desire to understand it -- and the fact that there are 1,800 other mothers out there who are trying to fill the same hole in their hearts. You can disagree with her viewpoint, but to disparage her character is just wrong, and it makes me very upset. There are other mothers who have lost sons in the war and disagree with Sheehan's view -- they think the war was just and good and their sons died for an honorable cause. And to them I say ... nothing. They're experiencing a grief that I can only imagine and I will not argue about the war with them or tell them to shut up or attack their character. To do so would be wrong. If only Sheehan's opponents could extend the same courtesy to her.

Do you think it is right to attack the character of a woman who wrote this about her son and is clearly still grieving his loss?

"Joan sang the song Joe Hill In it Joe Hill says: 'I never died.' Well, looking out at the faces here at Camp Casey, and knowing that for everyone who is present here, there are thousands of others who support our work, I am convinced that Casey never died, and he never will. When I look into the eyes of the kind and gentle souls who have come here, I see Casey and the faces of all the others killed in George Bush's war for greed and profit. We will never forget them and we will honor them by working for peace. Joan also sang Swing Low, Sweet Chariot.... 'A thousand angels waiting there for me....' I know Casey will be waiting for me when it is my turn, and I know when I finally get there he's going to hug me and say: 'Good job, Mom.'"


I will not take part in any bashing of any mother, daughter, sister, brother, wife, etc. of a soldier who paid the ultimate price in the wars in Afghanistan or Iraq. Regardless of whether I agree or disagree with their views, I do not have a personal stake in either conflict because I don't know anyone in the military. I will let them grieve in peace.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Now just buzzed with power


Though I'm still in a euphoric state due to my newfound freedom from popups thanks to the wonderful world of Mozilla, I am currently only buzzed with power. Perhaps this is because I just finished eating at El Azteca, the best Mexican restaurant ever created, and now I'm too tired and full to feel drunk with blogging power.

Wow, I can't wait to get started writing all kinds of wild and crazy stuff out here in the blogosphere, but unfortunately, now that I have an outlet for all of my inner thoughts and bitchiness, I don't feel like I really have anything to complain about. Life's a bitch, isn't it?

I did figure out how to post photos -- so here is one of me and my boyfriend at a wedding we went in July. Aren't we cute? I'll just leave it up until he discovers that I posted it on the Internet and asks me to take it down (he's weird like that sometimes). So enjoy it while it lasts -- I don't really have too many other pictures of myself since I'm not much into photography and really suck at taking photos.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

I'm drunk with power

The idea of having my own blog for some reason gives me an overwhelming sense of power and control over my life ... because if someone does something that pisses me off or says something that annoys me, then I can just come here and write about it so that the whole world can see what an ass Marcus Schenkelberg is!

Except that I made up the name Marcus Schenkelberg because in reality I'm too scared to write anything bad about a real person that I have to interact with on a daily basis -- for example (purely hypothetical, of course), someone whom I work with.

Realistically, the odds of the whole world taking interest in my random rantings about what's going on at my workplace or who pissed me off at the bar last weekend are slim to none - especially given the fact that there are many people in the world who have to deal with real problems much more serious than mine.

However, there is always that slight possibility that someone who knows someone who knows me might somehow stumble across my blog in the vast spaces of the World Wide Web - and then that person could direct Marcus Schenkelberg to the post where I'm complaining about what a dickhead he is, and then old Marcus could get pissed and give me the heave-ho from my job -- or start his own blog about me and what a bitch I am.

So I guess that what I'm saying is that even though I feel drunk with power at the moment, in reality I will probably end up censoring myself pretty heavily on my blog here. I don't want Marcus to come hunting me down in the middle of the night.

Life is so much better with Mozilla

Why, oh why, did I wait so long and suffer through so many hours of closing stupid, non-stop pop-up windows one after the other after the other on Internet Explorer? I wasted what seems like precious hundreds of hours of my life battling popups for every annoying, lame-ass product and Web site under the sun, when Mozilla Firefox was just a click and a 1-minute download away. Screw you, Microsoft. I'm never going back to Internet Explorer.